Sunday, November 29, 2009

Friday, November 27, 2009

School reports

I got my Year 11 report during school today.
It was OK, not too great but not too horrible.
Rankings are more important than the actual % right?
So to make things short:

English Advanced: 12/107
English Extension: 1/4
Mathematics: 32/107
Mathemetics Extension: 22/36
Economics: 4/24
Ancient History: 24/93
Society & Culture: 1/10

I could have done better, especially with maths 2U & 3U.
That's just ridiculous.
I didn't do so well in my yearly exams for english advanced and extension, so I'm quite pleased.
But overall, I'm pretty satisfied with the results.

I was planning to drop extension maths today because I have an exam this Monday that I clearly have not studied for at all but my teacher was so desperate to keep me.
"Just stay, sit for the test, write your name, don't have to do anything, drop later".
It's because he's afraid the class will collapse due to the small number of students and everyone will be transferred to the other extension maths class and he doesn't want that.

So I dunno.
I'm so lost?!
I want to drop it and not sit for the exam because it's doing my head in so badly.
I don't want to study for something I'm not giving 100% in.
And I have other exams/assessments to worry about.

I have done jack shit, seriously.
I really don't want to put up with this stress.
I want to drop out of school altogether and be free~
But of course, I can't.
And no one will let me.

I just want it to be over, quickly and painlessly.
That's all I ask.

Sunday, November 22, 2009


I absolutely love everything about this photo.
The girl, pose, the setting, the makeup, the corset, the mask.
But, I would never be caught wearing it.

R.I.P Daul Kim

R.I.P Daul Kim
31/05/89 - 19/11/09

I only found out about her today. She's quite pretty.
It's unfortunate that she was only 20 and imagine the life she could've had.
Makes you think that the fashion industry isn't everything.

A typical day at the boyfriend's house

Adam and I are watching one of those TV programs that document about the progress of a police department on a case...

TV: ".... they find out that three masked men went to the suspect's house."
Adam: "Hey, isn't that a song?"
Me: "What?"
Adam: *starts singing in a sing-song voice* "Three masked men, three masked men..."
Me: "What the hell, that's 'Three Blind Mice!" *stares in bewilderment*
Adam: "Oh, is it?"

Oh, he's so funny ♥.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Year 12

Year 12 is the biggest bitch.

As people reached this god-for-saken grade, all I heard was complaints about how much year 12 sucks and that they wanted out.
And I would just think they were over reacting.
But it's so goddamn true.
It totally kills my life.
It's only been 4 weeks and it's already killing me.
There's so much to do but so little time to do it in.

I have an in-class essay for English about belonging and choosing texts that relate to my prescribed text is :@.
My prescribed text is Emily Dickinson's poems.
Do you know what she was like?!
All she did was sit in her room all day, writing poems about how she was too scared to fit in and all she did was mope about it.
All I can say is grow a pair.

I need to decide on a topic for my Personal Interest Project for Society and Culture rather quickly because we have to do a speech on our introduction in 3 weeks time.
I have abso-fucking-lutely no idea what to do.
No drugs, sex, depression, death, emo-culture related topics either.

I also need to choose a topic for my major project for Extension History.
I don't know :(.
I may drop the subject if need be.

But any ideas will be greatly, and I MEAN, greatly appreciated :).

I have to say though, that I have a slight advantage since all my friends are high school graduates now, so I can always go to them for help.
But still, I don't know how they were able to cope with all this.
It's too much to handle.
But I know it will be all over and done with in a blink of an eye, and I'd be wondering what I was so stressed about...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Wedding Dress

Taeyang - Wedding Dress

When I first listened to this song, I thought it was pretty boring.
But I think it's grown on me now.

But seriously, how can someone be so hot?!
It's not possible.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Sailor Moon

As a child, I absolutely loved Sailor Moon.
I'd come home after school and watch it everyday.
I even had the movies on video tapes.
My favourite character was Sailor Mercury because she was blue (my favourite colour at the time) and she was the brains of the bunch.
But I never realised how ecchi it was until now.
It contains a lot of sexual content but it's very vague.
For example:

Their skirts - they are short as fuck.
I can tell they rolled them up, hence the outward angle of the skirt LOL.
Trust me, I'd know - a lot of lil girls do that in school and it's so obvious.

I always knew there was something strange about Sailor Mars...

One of the most common feature of ecchi anime is underwear.

The lesbian couple - but they never wanted to admit it.

I don't know what they were thinking, but I'm sure many young girls admired Sailor Moon as well.
My childhood was based on lies D:
Tragic, I know.

Toys and Technology



Tuesday, November 10, 2009


Feeling quite sad at the moment.
My tumblarity on tumblr went down from 225 to 94.
Probably 'cause I kept reblogging from the same tumblr.
Didn't even know that could happen.
And I have to stay after school tomorrow for my first lesson of extension history.
I regret choosing it.
And I need to choose a topic for my society and culture personal interest project (PIP) pretty quickly.
Fuck I hate this.
I was going to say FML but stopped.
There are people out there who are experiencing more unfortunate things than someone who dropped their phone in the toilet or had their tumblarity plummet.
And here we are, throwing the words around like it's nothing.
Where's the justice in this world?!
Okay, I should stop now.

Sunday, November 8, 2009


I didn't even end up doing anything on my to-do list 'cept 6. Gees.
When I was buying the scrapbook, I was contemplating between Dora the Explorer, Bart Simpson and a lizard one.
Dora the Explorer was too teeny bopper, Bart Simpson looked gay, so I took the lizard.
The ugliest one.
But at least it has a section on the cover where it states, 'This belongs to __________'.
That's cool.

Anyway, my friend (hey look, I didn't mention his name) is celebrating his birthday tomorrow, but unfortunately I can't go because of school.
Most of them just finished their HSC, so they're free. Free from high school!
I, on the other hand, is still going through the last year.
And it seems like they're gonna be having so much funnn!
Fishing, swimming and bbq.
Aw, sucks to be me.

My boyfriend cut his hair, mohawk style.
Yeah, he thinks he looks cool but he won't admit it.
I wanted to take a picture but he didn't let me.
I'll take a sneak shot when he's playing games, heh.

Anyway, later taters.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

To do list

1. Research on a text on Romanticism for ext english.
2. Do 1 tonight.
3. Catch up on ext maths hw.
4. Complete textbook questions for economics.
5. Do 3 & 4 by tomorrow.
6. Buy a scrapbook for economics.
7. Do 6 tomorrow.
Think of a PIP topic for society & culture (HELP)
9. Do 8 ASAP.
10. Call ANZ to change mailing address to residential address.
Call Centrelink regarding my lost password on the site.
12. Do 11 by 14/11/09.
13. Visit the optometrist and tell them my contacts are blurry.
14. Do 13 tomorrow.
15. Re-dye hair - I hate how there's still brown in it.
17. Find a dress to wear for friend's birthday party.
18. Complete all of the above.

I could continue this list with things I need to shop for... but I won't.


Edit: You gotta give me credit for some progress.



Friday, November 6, 2009


Sometimes I forget how good rock songs are.
Makes me have chills. The good ones.
Brings me back to the old days...


Wednesday 4, November -
Happy birthday, T.O.P!

Hello! Ahaha.
I crack myself up.

Very productive day

Well, today was very exhausting.

Went late night at Parramatta to help my friends - Chloe, Teresa, Jenny and later Vicky -pick out their dresses for their year 12 formal (you know, I think this is the first time I actually mentioned my friends names in my blog besides my boyfriend's and the birthday shout outs. Weird huh?).
It was an utter failure because it was so hard to find a decent dress they liked.
One wanted a flowy, bright-coloured dress and the other wanted an innocent-looking, white dress with thick straps.
They couldn't be that hard to find could they?!
But they were.
And obviously, you can't buy the shoes and accessories without buying the dress first.
That's just the rule.
So we ended up buying food and more food.
And we got free mini boxes of cereal! I love free stuff, even if it's not useful.
I saw many nice, wonderful things I wanted to buy, but I forced myself not to look at them.
There were sales too :(.
But I must save up money. Very important.

For the first time in my life, I actually sat down on a chair during a shopping trip.
Me? Sophie Phan? Sitting down? During shopping?
That's outrageous!
But my feet were hurting, I only had an hour of sleep, school was wearisome and the girls gave up.
So my tired legs found the nearest chair in Myers and sat down next to Chloe who was Facebooking away - I gave up pestering her to get off her lazy ass and look for a goddamn dress.

Sooo, Chloe and I will go on a mission to find her perfect dress again, but this time at the city.
I told her no complaining this time otherwise I'll make her wear a potato sack to the formal.

Cannot wait for tomorrow.
It is Friday - or should I say, TGIFT -
Thank God It's Friday Tomorrow.
No? Aw.

Sunday, November 1, 2009


I really need some motivation for this year.
I was really pumped in the holidays, but I'm sick of it now.
Homework is just piling up on my desk slowly, gradually.
Arghhh, what do I do?!
I don't want to be a lazy blob who leaves everything 'til the last minute.
I really need some change.
I was good before, but when year 11 hit, I just became really, super, ultra, mega lazy.
I need to reorganise my priorities.
Set some new year resolutions for 2010! - I know, it's not 2010 yet, but this is very important!

So here goes:

1. Eat breakfast every morning whenever I can.
2. Have a notebook ready for English - my teacher gives away A LOT of good points.
3. Listen in class and actually do work.
4. If I'm unsure of something, ask the teacher, not the person next to me.
5. Right after school, eat then do some HOMEWORK!
6. Cannot touch the TV or computer until I finish every single piece of homework.
7. Start assessments early, preferably the same day I received it.
8. Write study notes RIGHT NOW so I won't have to cram right before the HSC.
9. Revise everything new I've learnt everyday.
10. Minimize the amount of times I go out a week.
11. Lights out before 2AM!
12. Prioritise Facebook games last - being the highest level in Cafe World on my friend's list does not help me in obtaining a high ATAR.
13. Spend money wisely. Only buy things I really need and will actually benefit me.
14. No more taxi rides! Please!
15. Exercise regularly - push ups, sit ups, jogging anything.
16. Eat healthy! - More vegetables and fruits, less chips and candy.

That's all I can think of right now.
I think I'll start this next week... or maybe the week after...


Yes, so I decided to make a tumblr.
It's really easy and quick to use and it's very simple.
So check it out if ya want ;D.
I don't post things on there I would post here.
It's normally just pictures and/or quotes that I like and find inspiring.
All my rants and daily doings go on blogger.
Speaking of blogger... I should really update this huh?!