Raving & Ranting

I need to go shopping these holidays

But I just can't seem to move my lazy ass.
I need to find a shopping buddy.
My sister, well, we can never seem to find time to get together which is weird.
My boyfriend... must I say more?
And I don't have many girl friends. Which is so annoying.
Like, I just realised I don't have any close girlfriends these past few years.
I miss that.
And the ones I do usually talk to, they're not allowed out most of the time and other factors which are in the way.
I feel so disconnected.

Anyways, on a lighter note, my friend's 18th birthday's today.
Happy birthday, Kim!
I was suppose to go to her party today.
But I didn't, and people were expecting me to be there.
I feel bad.
I don't get why I don't make an effort either.
I feel so anti-social.
Which is not good, especially when peers are one of the most important socialising agents in this life stage of adolescence (thanks society & culture).

What is wrong with me?! D:

Anyways, how do you guys like this watch?

It comes in different colours but I think black can go with anything.
I dunno, I think it's okay for a watch that's under $10.
But I'm afraid it may look "cheap".

Prophecy was today, well technically, last night at 9PM.
And I didn't go! D:
Well, I didn't mind really.
It kinda got boring, going to raves.
The guys I go with, well they're just sitting there, getting high.
So I'd be dancing by my lonesome self.
And half the time, I'm forcing myself to dance because the music being played is so boring.
I don't even know why I bother going.
When I tell people that, they say, "Cause you don't take anything".
And I'm happy I don't!
I'm not gonna cave into peer pressure and be devoured by the foolishness. No, siree!
Okay, I admit I may be over-dramatizing the issue.
If you don't understand what I'm saying then you should be glad you don't because it really is foolish.
But maybe one day I'll decide to be foolish on my own account :D.

There's Defqon coming up in September.
Look how huge it looks.
It's on an island on the outskirts of the Blue Mountains :O
It's a daytime rave from 11 AM - 10 PM, and I think that's better than having it at nighttime.
I just know it's gonna go off :D
But it's for 18's and over, and I am unfortunately a youngster.
There's always next time though.

I'm sore all over

Hi guys, sorry for the lack of posts. Been busy these holidays.

I just got back from paintball. Went with friends from my old school. I only got an hour sleep since we had to be at the train station by 6. Crazy. It was a very painful experience. And expensive. I spent $150 today :S. I really suck at it, I think I only shot 1 or 2 people. I didn't even past halfway through the field, all I did was camp in one spot. I got all these bruises and a cut on my index finger. It really hurts bad when you get hit on bare skin. Best of all, we each got a whole pizza from Dominoes but I didn't finish it, lol. My Pumas got dirty real bad though, and I just cleaned it :(

I went Utopia Homegrown2 on Saturday night at Acer Arena. I didn't really like the music they were playing. Like, it didn't get to me. Meh. But other than that, it was awesome. Of course, I did nothing illegal, lol. All I did was dance all nightttttt. I mean, you don't need to take anything to have fun. The boys didn't really dance though, they just sat there doing what they do best...

I feel like dressing up next time I go to an event. You're able to dress however you want, without being seen as a slut, haha. Except maybe, Halloweeen. But we don't celebrate it here, unfortunately.

We got back home at 7 in the morning and I was so exhausted, cold and hungry, I just jumped into my warm, cosy bed. I woke up at 3 in the afternoon and I went out to eat steak with some friends. Medium-done is nasty. We went Liverpool to watch The Fast and The Furious. It was okay. The cars are per-ty :) But I know nothing about cars, lol.

Yeah, fun stuff.

Sad thing is, there's only one more week left 'til school starts. And I didn't even start reading "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest" for English D:

Well, I am going to go watch some Simpsons and drink some Pepsi. I know, I said I don't like soft drinks but I just have an absurd craving for it atm. Cya.