Tuesday, October 27, 2009

When you try and don't succeed, what do you do?
Do you try again or do you give up?
It's a tough call isn't it?
I dunno...
I put my heart and soul into this but I ended up failing.
So I try again, hoping that I can do it.
It doesn't happen. But I still pick myself up and try again.
It's a continuous cycle... try, fail, try, fail, try, fail...
And yet, I still end up falling.

I don't know if I can try anymore.
I mean, how do I know when to stop hoping?
It feels like I have nothing left to give.
I don't know what to do.
I feel disheartened and really disappointed.
I feel stupid.

I just don't know what's going on anymore...
What the hell's happening?


brutalturtle.blogspot.com said...

sophiepophie just give me until friday, ill reply to your comments soon. and your 9 posts since I last said something. This week in school is just exams everyday... hang on k?? i read everything!

gossipboy said...

Wait. Keep waiting. And trying. Until every last drop in you has evaporated. Until you're so tired, you can't bear it anymore. Like Christ. You're catholic - we're catholic :)

If you're tired, just stop, take a breath and wait. Like how the energy bar in Little Fighter refills every few seconds.

The most important thing is that you know you you held onto every last shred of ANYTHING. That you fought.

Then, finally.

If you've got no more energy left in you. You can give up.

You CAN give up.

And you never know, when the sky clears. Something new might come. Something better than the rain. Something you never expected. As cliched as that may sound, it nearly always happens.


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I have no idea if that relates to you, but those are my thoughts. Break a leg!