A real post

I am so bloody tired.
I went to bed at 6 this morning, but didn't fall asleep 'til 8.
My dad woke me up 3 hours later to eat.
Obviously, I'm feeling pretty dead at this point.
So after doing meaningless nothings, I fall asleep again at 4.
Then I get waken up again at 6 to go out to eat.
I really didn't want to get out of bed but my dad wouldn't let me stay home if I asked to.
We celebrated a late Fathers' Day at Canley Heights.
Now I am stuffed.
As a result, I'm feeling even more sleepy.
But I doubt I'll be sleeping any time soon.

Anyway, I was digging through my nail polish collection (which btw, isn't many) and I found a bright, barbie pink colour.
I don't usually give pink nail polish a chance, but what the heck.
I bought it and I'm not even going to use it?!


It's Rimmel's 60 Seconds in Portobello Pink.
I've had it for a while now but I just never got around to try it.
And the seasons just weren't right for this kinda colour.
But now, it's spring!
Don't you think it's pretty?

On a more depressing note, I start my Year 11 Preliminary exams next Wednesday.
My friends who've already gone through this say it doesn't matter since it's Year 12 that's important.
But you know, an exam's an exam.
Who doesn't want to try their best and receive an outstanding result?
I do, for one.
So I'm freaking out, as per usual.
And yet, here I am, wasting valuable study time.
Go me.
But I'm glad I didn't choose the hardcore subjects e.g. physics.

I'm really worried about extension maths though.
I failed the recent class exam. 42 fucking percent.
It's my first fail in my high school years.
Besides Vietnamese, but really, who needs to know their own background language?!

And I'm kinda glad I didn't choose any sciences this year.
My brain just isn't capable of understanding and grasping logical information.

As for english, there's 3 sources, two pieces of creative writing and an essay on The Tempest.
I'm really sick of english. I can't stand it.
And yet, I chose extension english without any hesitation, which consists of 2 essays and comprehension.
I'm gonna drop it for sure.
I know everyone is.
There's only 3 other people who do it.
I don't want to be the only one in the class.
But there's that guarantee I'll always come first.
I don't think that's worth all the tedious work though.

I'll probably do well in society and culture since I've been coming first this whole year.
I just love the feeling of coming first all the time, haha.

Economics is mostly about understanding the information then applying it.
So, I guess you really have to show some concentration and dedication to this subject.
I haven't been doing as well as I'd like though.

And lastly, ancient history. Memorise your heart's content.
But I swear to god, it's the most boring subject ever.
I thought it'd be fun, you know?
But it's clearly not.
And my book is so fat.
It's filled with sheets and more sheets.
I'm already half way through my second book.
And the guys in my class are very smart.
They don't seem smart but they are.
They're not even trying half the time.
I wish I had natural intelligence.

I just want these next two weeks to fly quickly and quietly.
Then it's the holidays! Wooo!